I dont like clubs. I dont feel comfortable there.
I didn’t go clubbing tonight or anything.
Im watching The Art of Getting By and they’re at the scene where they’re at the club. It reminds me when I went to DayGlow while in Florida. I felt like I was in a different world. I remember one part specifically when some of us in the group headed towards the bathroom and once I was done I got lost in all the people and didn’t know where to meet my friends. Honestly, I was terrified, like a little child lost in New York City. I wanted to just cry, but I held back the tears out of embarrassment, knowing that I was overreacting that Id find my friends eventually.
Ive never told this to anyone :/