April 2011
I feel like shit
such a long day.
had to open this morning. the 2nd time ever. shitty day at work. didnt even make my minimum.
got off at 4. got home took a nap. mom woke me up to yell at me to clean.
cleaned while starving.
im sick. tired. hungry. exhausted mentally and physically.
i just want something to make my smile. something to make me happy right now.
:(
March 2011
Days when people tell you smell good are good days...
Eh day.
TURNED INTO A GREAT EVENING <3
You know what hurts? Pretending that you're okay...
onedirectionmusic:
paigestyles-x:
Relevant.
true.
You want thingamabobs?
thereoncewasalittlefaggot:
trollas:
I’ve got twenty
Twenty fucking thingamabobs
Here
For you
Take them
Take my thingamabobs
LOL
DEVYN
My reaction to some statuses on Facebook:
lezgirl:
accurate
gpoy
i wish i could talk to you right now.
:’(
My hearts beating so fast
Her voice
<3
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Truth
I have trouble trusting girls.
Usually its the other way around, girls having trouble trusting guys. But Ive been lied to, played, humiliated by girls as I grew up.
It has made me notice small details in everything they do. and when I mean small, I mean the difference in word choice, when they post/say things, the way they act around different people.
a lie is a lie no matter what.
Im completely terrified right now.
i want to call you my girlfriend
and run around screaming your name
Once I get my home theater set up. I'm having a...
I seriously can’t wait!
Story time
As I opened the garage door to take the trash out I looked at the sunrise to see a bright object moving through the morning sky. I quickly threw my flip-flops off and ran upstairs to grab my Camera Phone. Upon my return, turns out it was just a plane. I thought it was a satellite :(
Perfect!
Its trash day and I forgot!
I wish my mom would call the damn cardiologist...
I hate when my heart hurts and my Defibrillator is giving me shit.
Laying in bed at 6am bc I can't sleep
Awesome.
34596.) i just want this feeling of unhappiness...
34566.) tumblr is getting too mainstream,...
Truth
I worry a lot
I’m sensitive
I don’t like being called names
I can’t talk about my feeling. Id rather write them.
I’m scared to fall for girls bc I’ve been hurt so many times
I don’t feel loved at all.
I can’t even talk to my mom about my depression bc I can’t talk about my feelings
4 tags
Is it just me or was Japan stupid for putting a...
We're a Team :)
I have about 120 posts that i havent had time to...
Your Officially the STUPIDEST Person I know
I know you were stupid.
but HOLY SHIT.
i have came to a conclusion that my car hit the...
IT TRIED TO EAT MY CAR
Crashed my car. Sweet.
Stuck in blackberry bushes atm
I'm never okay.
I smile to hide the sadness. The loneliness. The depression.
and like a ticking time bomb I explode into a world of tears.